It's school today alright.But today sounds like....far from normal.Okay,I went to school,have Japanese language class (and I must introduce myself in front of the class) and an assembly.
At the start is pretty much normal.Then I have my Art subject.Yes! I completed my homework and all,but I gotta do an origami because I lost it.Damn! (sorry) . So,right now,Mr. Google will help.
After recess,something sad occurred and it makes me cry.I fight with another of my best friend,she's being kind of....emo.No,I'am not teasing her.I felt sympathy for her and I wanted to help her.I want to know more about her but she's like "no nothing" and like "I don't have anything to tell you" or something like that.And that makes me sad.
I know this feeling.I know the feeling that someone WANTS to keep a secret,but they want people to know.The want people....to care.They want people to care for him/her,by keeping secrets and wanted people to dig it out from him/her.
Today,I learned something.You know....I've been through all of that.Don't be sad or angry but I HATE someone who are really weak! No,not weak in strength or something like that...but your heart.Your heart are weak.You can't control your feelings,and I know that feeling.Because I've been through everything! I hate weak (emotion) people,because not everyone knows my dark secrets,not everyone knows my past.I've been living a sad,depressed,unsuccessful,oh God,I couldn't even say it.
I've been through all of that,and now I survived! I felt confident,I can now study with all of my heart! I have a goal and a future awaits me.So,that's why,the person that is weak (emotion) people,I don't blame you for being weak,I wanted you to change like me.To change to be a better person.I know the feeling of loneliness,betrayal,backstabber,because I'am a teenager too and teenager never runs from that problem,so please,stay strong.Do something that would change the future.If I give you the power of premonition,you see a bad future for you,would you do something? You WOULD do something if there's bad past for you right? So,that's it.Imagine you have the power of premonition,predict the future as if you will had a bad future and DO something to prevent that bad future to happen.Because you have to change,STARTING FROM NOW!!
Today,some several events happen to me and I was very sad about it.Teacher said that I don't have ears and I'am deaf.Of course,no one cares about it,but I was about to burst crying.I do have this ear infection happened to me when I was a kid.Of course,if I have a chance I would say "HEY WOMAN,DO YOU THINK SOMEONE WHO HAS DISEASE WOULD HEAR WELL?!" but of course again,no one cares.I don't want to be a busybody or to be a loud person.
I'am the person who keeps things.
And I only dig and give those secret things to the ones I trust.Not that I hate my parents but even my parents I couldn't confess my secrets.
Because there's a day I sworn to myself,to be independant.Most people think like , "don't keep it to yourself,you'll get depressed" or whatever motivational words like that,but I thought of having my own simple penthouse,a family and a hospital in the future.Simple words,but very hard to did that.So starting from now on...
I'll be independant,move on to the light and stay calm!
Thanks for reading and buh bye!! :3
Monday, 20 May 2013
Sunday, 19 May 2013
Welcome!
Hey! I'am Nuri Shizuna Roku.Actually,that's my screename.I have to keep my real name a secret for multi purposes.
I did this blog so that I can share my moments to the whole world.This moments must not be erased,as I cherished it very much.I was very lazy in buying a book and write a diary so this blog IS my diary.
One of the personality I have is ambitious.I love being ambitious and talk about ambition.I wanted to be a cardiologist to save millions of people who died because of the heart attack.There's a rumour going on that this mysterious heart disease is increasing and I'am planning to find the cure for it.Other than that,I wanted to build a hospital named 'Mesra Hospital', a name taken by my father's clinic named 'Mesra Clinic'.Dad had worked as a doctor for more than 13 years and I'am proud that dad had helped approximately hundreds of patients and hundreds of regular patients too.At this point,building a hospital will help raising the 'Mesra' named and this is specially for my happy family I had.Everyday,mom gave me 5 dollars.I spent 2 dollars at school and another 3 was saved in my money bank.With that money,I can build most prestigious hospital,with walks of life that needs help and doctors around the globe who specialized in different branches eg. physiology.
Since I'am a free writer,I also wanted to write a book about simple medication.For doctors who worked at a clinic can use this book to identify patient's disease or sickness and this is through symptoms.Doctors in clinic (who didn't have a microscope) must interview the patient's first,what's the symptoms,what did you do before sickness/disease etc.. With my future medication book I can help lots of normal doctors around the world ^_^ Most people think that I'am being a cheese (er,you understand right? annoying little girl who believes and always talks crap about future) , but who cares,I have best friends and families who supported me very-very much.My recent best friends (I'am now in high school) is Hikari,Yukino,Shizuka and Hime (and also this girl who likes k-pop very much :P ) .They're the best,and they root for my ambition!
P/S : Not a real name!
Forget it,I know you're bored about these kinds of topic but hey,if you hate that topic,I don't know what to say,because that's simply my goal and that's simply I believe.
I believe in future! I wanted to be a useful person in this world! I believe without goal is like running a metre race without finishing line,no end.Don't you think goal is important?
What do you think? About that? I leave that question to your thinking.
Anyway,a million thanks for visiting and hearing my crap here.If you had problems regarding about the topic 'goal/ambition/future/sumthin' like that :/ ' please feel free to email me at nurishizunaroku@gmail.com
Thanks and buh bye! >_<
I did this blog so that I can share my moments to the whole world.This moments must not be erased,as I cherished it very much.I was very lazy in buying a book and write a diary so this blog IS my diary.
One of the personality I have is ambitious.I love being ambitious and talk about ambition.I wanted to be a cardiologist to save millions of people who died because of the heart attack.There's a rumour going on that this mysterious heart disease is increasing and I'am planning to find the cure for it.Other than that,I wanted to build a hospital named 'Mesra Hospital', a name taken by my father's clinic named 'Mesra Clinic'.Dad had worked as a doctor for more than 13 years and I'am proud that dad had helped approximately hundreds of patients and hundreds of regular patients too.At this point,building a hospital will help raising the 'Mesra' named and this is specially for my happy family I had.Everyday,mom gave me 5 dollars.I spent 2 dollars at school and another 3 was saved in my money bank.With that money,I can build most prestigious hospital,with walks of life that needs help and doctors around the globe who specialized in different branches eg. physiology.
Since I'am a free writer,I also wanted to write a book about simple medication.For doctors who worked at a clinic can use this book to identify patient's disease or sickness and this is through symptoms.Doctors in clinic (who didn't have a microscope) must interview the patient's first,what's the symptoms,what did you do before sickness/disease etc.. With my future medication book I can help lots of normal doctors around the world ^_^ Most people think that I'am being a cheese (er,you understand right? annoying little girl who believes and always talks crap about future) , but who cares,I have best friends and families who supported me very-very much.My recent best friends (I'am now in high school) is Hikari,Yukino,Shizuka and Hime (and also this girl who likes k-pop very much :P ) .They're the best,and they root for my ambition!
P/S : Not a real name!
Forget it,I know you're bored about these kinds of topic but hey,if you hate that topic,I don't know what to say,because that's simply my goal and that's simply I believe.
I believe in future! I wanted to be a useful person in this world! I believe without goal is like running a metre race without finishing line,no end.Don't you think goal is important?
What do you think? About that? I leave that question to your thinking.
Anyway,a million thanks for visiting and hearing my crap here.If you had problems regarding about the topic 'goal/ambition/future/sumthin' like that :/ ' please feel free to email me at nurishizunaroku@gmail.com
Thanks and buh bye! >_<
Learning of the Day:Metaphors!!
Today is Sunday alright,I'am having a pretty much normal day today.I woke up at 9.45 a.m. and helped my mom to clean my wadrobe (found all kinds of kids clothing -_- ) still with my pyjamas.After I helped my mom it's already 1.45 p.m. and I thought "great,I skip breakfast!!" and showered a little bit too late.
That's always the start of my weekends schedule.In the weekends I was very lazy to go to extra classes or maybe outing with family or friends because I always use weekends as my 'relaxing' day.Sure of course people say outing with families are important but I rather have my 'me' time than going out and watching other people's face ^_^ (quiet the lonely me,I know)
I sit with legs crossed on my bed,put my Beats on and turn on that music!! Yeah!! Actually,I'am a free writer.So,whenever I want to write I HAVE to volume up some music (mostly j-pop,sorry k-poppers >_< )
And of course I accept any request for novels!! I specialised romance (yeah,but not porn,sorry) , mystery or thriller and a story based on medieval,classic 50's or something like that as the main stage of the story. I'am a free writer so might do your novel (but I only accept the good and brilliant ideas one). If you want a novel but kind of lack in writing,you can ask me for help!
P/S : JUST EMAIL ME THE SIPNOSIS OF YOUR REQUEST (NOVEL) AND I MIGHT REPLY TO YOUR ANSWER IN 2 DAYS OR EARLIER BUT IF THERE'S NO REPLY THAT MEANS YOUR NOVEL IS NOT ACCEPTED AND NEED MORE BRILLIANT IDEAS!
EMAIL : nurishizunaroku@gmail.com
But for now I won't accept any request for 7 months.I currently working on a fantasy and action novel called 'Mahou Chronicle' (Mahou means Magic in Japanese).This novel is very packed with action,demons and powers.If you watched anime you might heared of 'Inuyasha'.Yup,kind of like that.
Gosh! I should stop promoting myself! Anyway,writing always makes me learn something and I noticed my novel has a lot of metaphors!! Yup,from weird to realistic metaphors and everyday to crap metaphors.Metaphors is highly suggested for any novels I guess :3
After I wrote everything and did a cover for Mahou Chronicle novel,I want to relax my mind watching 'Pewdiepie' ,a crazy youtuber who is the most awesome person ever.Err,to Pewdiepie haters I'am sorry,but you can't make me hate Pewds alright!
Haters gonna hate! -Pewdiepie
That's all for today.Tomorrow I had school.At the beggining of the day I have piano class, Japanese language class, school and a stupid assembly.Ugh!! It's packed!!
But it's fun.Because you know,my life is like a movie and I'am the director.I live up my movie/life! That's what I believe.
That's always the start of my weekends schedule.In the weekends I was very lazy to go to extra classes or maybe outing with family or friends because I always use weekends as my 'relaxing' day.Sure of course people say outing with families are important but I rather have my 'me' time than going out and watching other people's face ^_^ (quiet the lonely me,I know)
I sit with legs crossed on my bed,put my Beats on and turn on that music!! Yeah!! Actually,I'am a free writer.So,whenever I want to write I HAVE to volume up some music (mostly j-pop,sorry k-poppers >_< )
And of course I accept any request for novels!! I specialised romance (yeah,but not porn,sorry) , mystery or thriller and a story based on medieval,classic 50's or something like that as the main stage of the story. I'am a free writer so might do your novel (but I only accept the good and brilliant ideas one). If you want a novel but kind of lack in writing,you can ask me for help!
P/S : JUST EMAIL ME THE SIPNOSIS OF YOUR REQUEST (NOVEL) AND I MIGHT REPLY TO YOUR ANSWER IN 2 DAYS OR EARLIER BUT IF THERE'S NO REPLY THAT MEANS YOUR NOVEL IS NOT ACCEPTED AND NEED MORE BRILLIANT IDEAS!
EMAIL : nurishizunaroku@gmail.com
But for now I won't accept any request for 7 months.I currently working on a fantasy and action novel called 'Mahou Chronicle' (Mahou means Magic in Japanese).This novel is very packed with action,demons and powers.If you watched anime you might heared of 'Inuyasha'.Yup,kind of like that.
Gosh! I should stop promoting myself! Anyway,writing always makes me learn something and I noticed my novel has a lot of metaphors!! Yup,from weird to realistic metaphors and everyday to crap metaphors.Metaphors is highly suggested for any novels I guess :3
After I wrote everything and did a cover for Mahou Chronicle novel,I want to relax my mind watching 'Pewdiepie' ,a crazy youtuber who is the most awesome person ever.Err,to Pewdiepie haters I'am sorry,but you can't make me hate Pewds alright!
Haters gonna hate! -Pewdiepie
That's all for today.Tomorrow I had school.At the beggining of the day I have piano class, Japanese language class, school and a stupid assembly.Ugh!! It's packed!!
But it's fun.Because you know,my life is like a movie and I'am the director.I live up my movie/life! That's what I believe.
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