SHE MAKE ME WANT TO F***K EVERYTHING!!

OKAY! SHE SHOULD KNOW THAT I'M SOO STRESSED NOW!!

To be honest,her time management and her decision skills makes me pissed off,this is because of that stupid dorm.She should get out of that stupid place!

It makes her have more friends,find love...but that place makes me hate it and her NOW attitude.Her time management is not correct,always doing homework last minute,always delaying.Sleep late,plays too much and stressing SMALL SOCIAL PROBLEMS!

And today,TODAY!! she make me so angry.I ALREDY CALLED HER 11.30,then when everyone arrived here at GM,I called her and....SHE'S STILL AT THE DORM.

So instead,I say 'Later we meet and buy the stock' .I'm tired of waiting.I'm tired of waiting for someone.I'm tired of being the first person to come.

I experienced the same thing...with her.She promised to have study group,but she never come...

She never come...

She make me wait,2 hours 30 minutes at the public library alone.

She doesn't care about me

So when I met her at school,she just say 'sorry' and continue to her 'laughing,happy' state.She doesn't feel guilty at all.

After all the lies I told my parents , 'I'm going to school',but instead I went to the library to do our study group,feeling so refreshed to teach her Science she never come.

It's better....it's better if I don't have any friends like when I was in  standard 6.

I DON'T NEED FRIENDS!!

I can't believe I'm crying because of a stupid human.

I hate how she makes her last decision,I hate how that dorm,that hell place that changes my innocent friend into some kind of 'hopeless-romantic,hopeless-social butterfly' girl that forgets her KPOP and ANIME.She's our (BFFYG) only otaku and nerd girl,but now she's some kind of popular girl that I hate now!

I DON'T NEED FRIENDS BECAUSE THEY ONLY MAKES ME MESSY!!
It's better if I focus on studying,watching anime like when I was in standard 6,it's much better that way...

i have to stay away from anyone...right now...

but one thing I learned,I would never trust her again.I don't care if she's reading this,but this is my true feelings.I don't like the way she motivates me,she should know that 'rough' motivation is not for everyone.She's a baka,she helps me,but from now on...I'm sorry,but I will not appreciate you anymore...